February 2012
44 posts
palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.he's...
lose yourself-Eminem <3
SAVE UCLA Town Hall 02/18/2012
ehehehhe interschool! met so much more and new people. And i felt so fancy since there was an OFFICIAL dinner table like those American people in movies ^.^ Talked to these two guys at my table who were the only ones who WEREN’T making out with someone else-ew-but they were niceeee c: My brother thought i was “flirting” though… at least i don’t think i did. i...
02/16/2012 finally, i feel fast.
Pretty okeyy dayy. I have hope now! just found out that my club is accepting more than only 3 people! eheheh i have a chance c: Andd went to practice and for onceIi came home feeling good about myself, that i was fast (:
New Heights - Peaches
Personally , i think...
oh my goodness... you speak teochow too. you are...
if only you knew though.
Happy Desperation Day!
Complicated
Planned on joining this social club at school with my three close friends. one didn’t get the application in time. one backed out cause she said she’s too stressed. and the only one that is joining is the one that i kind of hate now since somehow everyone is always choosing her over me. Probably just exaggerating and over-reacting but that’s just how im feeling so I have to deal...
Rejection Sucks.
Today I had to hold back my tears for almost an hour and a half untill now,sitting all alone.I’ve worked so hard for this ofiicer spot in my club, constantly working and going to every event they ask me to but for some reason they rejected me and accepted my friend who had lost hope since she never goes to anything.I don’t even see the point in trying anymore since I’m constantly...
butterflies in my stomach.
Run.
Hate how i’ve been running for about a month now but i haven’t gotten any faster, i’ve actually gotten slower and lazier, no matter how hard i push myself to go harder, but my body just gives in.run.faster.two more seconds.run.
let me be.Please.
Tumblr use to be a place where I can just write bout how I’m feeling and post pictures and stuff but now you had to go mess it up by constantly thinking that every little thing I post is a about you,even though none of them have been.the whole world doesn’t revolve around you so get over yourself.Please just give me some room to breath at least,your suffocating me and now I’m...
i really like you, okay?
i really like you and we see each other everyday.i tried to doubt it at first and make myself believe that it was just an infatuation since i hate to be those people who like those guys without even talking to them a lot, but i guess i just couldn’t help it. i know what your like though, your nice, cute, love tennis like i do, your just my type <3 but i don’t even think you know...
Hopes&Dreams:
-Leather Jacket
-Tattoo on my back
-motorcycle
-highschool sweetheart
-love in my life
-good luck
-to be happy
01/31/2012
Had to wait in the cold again after practice since my dad forgot me but this time i had my sister and we just bonded <3 then i came home and my sister bought me a leather jacket!! I’ve wanted one for sooo long! Debating on whether i should wear it tomorrow!
January 2012
60 posts
don't try so hard cause you will hate yourself in...
insecurity really can break you down.
